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Indigo blues

Not human

I might be in the wrong place

And live among the wrong race...


18.1.07 14:52


I miss my stars

Child's dreamsSee how I hail the stars and see how my heart burns
Whene'er I look up. My blood is made of light
I belong to Heaven, to Heaven I'll return
I'll gather all my love and will return tonight.

O beloved faces I will miss you for sure
Alas there is nothing that I can lament more
Than the starry mansion in which my soul dwelled yore
Now please let me fly to this realm so pure.

14.1.07 10:33


Mystical manifestation

Angels
"They are calling me". My arms, like those of a puppet, are suddenly lifted by that mysterious though familiar energy.

Ununderstandable words come out of my mouth; of her mouth. Indeed, am I really that odd creature in trance state?

I can see the glows again. They stream before my eyes. I am awake, I am not sleeping. I can really see a ball of energy now. My hands interact with it; with...them.

"Tell the stars I think of them every day. Tell them I love them; tell them I miss them. Tell them I belong to their kingdom forever, no matter under which shape I exist.

She hides her face in my hands. She winces and try to tear off an invisible mask with my twisted fingers. I try to comfort her.

I try to comfort her. That kind of manifestations is almost common to me now. I have to live with it.

I won't tell my shrink about it. He said that I did not suffer from schizophrenia, but if he ever heard me tell him that kind of events, he would probably reconsider his own diagnosis.

4.1.07 09:46


I miss Heaven

I don't know why I still try and express it through drawing and painting. I can't believe I'd better give up. This spiritual quest helps me live. How I miss Heaven. How I miss the stars. Last night I dreamt I asked a blue piece of chalk to some children in order to draw a blue lantern. As none of them wanted to hand me a piece of chalk, I proposed to give them a coin and they finally gave me one. I tried to draw a blue lantern on a big flat stone. Then I was in the house of my childhood and I sought some paper and a pencil to draw...a blue lantern. I'm obsessed with this symbol, even in my dreams.



27.12.06 13:26





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